** Just A Girl... **

Friday, December 08, 2006

i love China!因为它是既难得又难忘的lor！so cute and sweet students!they are so friendly!shopping paradise!

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

haix we got silver for syf at first it was tears of joys but in the end it was tears of sadness...we misunderstood veri greatly...we thought tat we could have our instructor still with our school yet in the end was tat teck whye also got silver and now he has a hard time which school he should take... of course we was extremely sad wen we heard this and did not want him to go but we understand we must respect his desicion as he has to support his family too...and our pay is so much lower than teck whye....haix if he realli goes how will our co survive...i hav been blaming myself for thinking so highly of myself and now wat happen? in the end i am nothing but a small figure ashamed and miserable..pls tell me wat to do...my usual jojo advice is fading away as i lose confidence of myself...wat should i do? i hav been asking myself this ques for a few days already but i don seem to find the answer i want..i am worrying now cause exams are so near but i don seem to concentrate on anything except tat ques..sometimes i would cry to myself without actually knowing wat to do to control myself in a state...
i hope i can don get my hopes high cause i noe tat if i get my hopes to high, it is not granted, in the end the one being hurt the most wll be me...but the only think i can do now and left with is hope...wat should i do.. i can't end up in such a miserable state...
and tat was wat happen wen i thought tat getting silver was jus enough... yet i was wrong and was hurt seriously in the internal feelings...haix..now i juz wish tat i am on a beach right now and i can scream my head off till i am satisfite with myself...till the veri end of the edge of the road risking our lifes who might noe wat will happen.. now i juz hope tat i can juz relax and not hav anything to bother me...

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Saturday, April 02, 2005

hey guyz...long time neva update liao...my sis just got a new hp yesterday and it has cool functions... anyway it is boring in school it was always the same dull program but it is okay to me because i am going to create some new programs for myself...this fews days i have not been me but i am going to create a new me..so look out guyz...

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

hello...me quite feelin low now...dunno why bt maybe because i am under stress? me oso don't noe...bt now i am feelin better.. another bit of my advice wen u are feelin low go listen to ur favourite music and i wil guarantee u, u wil feel much better bt if u are under stress juz take it easy...maybe relax 4 awhile or plan ur tings carefully..

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

hey! this is my new blog! me ask u guyz.. how does it feel when u feel lonely..some of u might say i am asking a silly ques but to me if u tink carefully u will find some sense in my ques...wen ur friends fight how u wish to they would stop quarrelling and listen to u bt if u were the one to quarrel,u will always tink u are right and others are wrong but when will we ever stop to tink tat u are wrong? u will only regret after u quarrel but no matter how many thousands times u say sorri or anyting u say can save the friendship. only having a friendship den wil u not feel lonely..i noe many of us feel a sense of satisfation after quarrelling but hav u eva thought u wil feel lonely afterwards? u long for the warm and cozy feeling of the friendship but there is nothing u can do now....
my advice to everyone: don't lose ur friendship and onli get a little bit of satisfation for a little while...

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